Preparation
At very first look to the topic of this session, language, I guessed all the assigned readings should be about the definition of language from different perspectives. But as I read the books I found that the center of our discussion would be about grammar, its importance and role in language learning and appropriate ways of teaching it.
Grammar, it is that boring part of the three languages that I had to learn in the school; Persian, Arabic, and English. I used to prefer reading and vocabulary learning in all the three languages and from among them Persian grammar was more tolerable because I could compensate for those explicit rules like( s + obj + v) that I always mixed them up, by my own internalized mother tongue. But, about English and especially Arabic the condition was worse. Though I had successful performance on the exams but this success was due to my memorization power. I knew that I couldn’t use them in a communication condition.
So grammar always stressed me out and I wished one day I could learn grammar just like my mother tongue, every time I forgot or mixed the rules up the language itself helped me to compensate.
Fortunately, after testing different strategies, trial and errors, I reached this dream. I learned grammar by reading English texts as much as I could and internalized the correct form of English grammar and just referred to grammar books for learning details.
Hopefully, studying Widdowson gave me good insights of what I had experienced and useful debate regarding grammar and its functions.